This has nothing to do with writing. And everything to do with being a mommy.
I’ve known for a while that Little Bear was going to need to have surgery. But it was scheduled for June 6th. I had time to prepare myself. It got moved up today. To tomorrow.
Our surgeon is 7 months pregnant, and she wanted to make sure she got to him before she went on maternity leave.
I am…nauseous, is the best way to describe it. It’s a very routine surgery, with an almost 100% success rate. Still, I can’t help be nervous. As, I would think, any mother would be (no matter age) any time their child has to go under anesthesia.
There isn’t really any point to this post, except as a place for me to vent and express how completely FREAKED OUT I am.
I feel a little better now, thanks y’all.
Bex
Filling Blank Pages 
It never matters how ‘routine’ or ‘successful’ something like that is. You’re still going to worry. Especially when your child is at such a young age that you can’t explain to them what is happening and afterwards they can’t tell you how they’re feeling or what it is they want. I’ve been there and the amount of emotions involved is exorbitant. He has a good mommy though and I will be thinking of him all day tomorrow. We love you Mason!! Go get ’em tiger!
Aunt Lolly
Posted by beth | May 2, 2013, 1:00 amThanks Aunt Lolly!! We love you, and ill call you tomorrow after we’re home.
Posted by Bex Hagan | May 2, 2013, 1:01 am